Deeply inked hands
will tell the story
lonely loving artists will understand
but writers wont remember
well enough to tell the tale
as the painter will have
too abstract visions
to depict this twisted history
leave it to the photographer
at least he has his
negatives and chemicals
Peoria swells with angst of teens
Who talk to ghosts, carrying
Souls in rocks and an old
Worn necklace. At the diner
Where they once talked
Sex, they now discuss demons
And talking boards over goosebump arms
Despite the cups of coffee.
Through the cloud of cigarette smoke
Conversation continues.
Beer bong later that night
But his arm is missing all the more blood
Boredom returns all the same
Others' eyes ignore the inexplicable
Friends play drinking games
They don't know who they are talking to
Secrets are shared
We talk of the dead as though they are with us
Sleep creeps in and friends
O
In which Eliot gets a say. by ParadoxBurn, literature
Literature
In which Eliot gets a say.
Where were you last night
while I was falling- I wont say
In love. But for you I was falling
I understand these midnight
wanderings of yours
as much as you understand
this concept of affection.
but yet you leave
and return to me
As I wait in your apartment
I feel Shakespearean
I am the male dressed in tights
in my youth and naivete
I have been given
the role of female
though my body betrays me, portrays me
as the male I am- or was before you.
Where were you last night?
Your other lover called
that slender pretty blond wisp of a girl
and who are you to play us both
though she no barbie
and I am no ken
But then- simple
With the criteria being met, the woman was clearly mad.
There were haikus written about playing in traffic,
sonnets to silhouettes and cigarettes,
and bottles all over the apartment.
They had her diagnosed within moments-
borderline personality probably.
Now all they had to do was find her.
Two pills later
a new unit of measuring just how close death could get-
and the neon lights were melting into her and
clicking against her ribs.
Must have been quality stuff,
because just as a synesthetic the
sounds around her became her pulse
as the flow of her blood shivered beneath her skin
where the words she heard b
when my world was a forest
and I lived in a stream
crab-apples were landmarks
and I explored beneath the trees
I knew all the deer trails
and where the pasture ended
I even knew the train tracks
though they were long abandon
I dreamed a life beneath the tree
whose fingertips touched its roots
I jumped from bank to bank
and knew the river well
but winter always came
and cows took back their home
I stood behind the electric fence
and waited for winters release
for my stream to thaw and life to begin
back when my world was a forest
Untiled- For Kevin Carter by ParadoxBurn, literature
Literature
Untiled- For Kevin Carter
a stop
a pause
a break of heart
I could not
would not
believe my eyes
his face
a poem in itself
shone through my
dusty computer screen
his smile- bright
shining as only
a life taken
too soon can
and I pleaded
-to your pixel perfect face
monochrome catching
every shadow in your eyes
though your smile is wide-
Dig me out
though your life
is now long past
i'm an echo of you
on this quest:
regaining purity lost
and i find myself tracing
footsteps into your grave
The stuffed cat did its best to hug back while the little girl held fought against her rising tears. "It's okay, Lovelace. They can't fight long." The child said, attempting to reassure her stuffed toy. Soon, the sound of dog's paws pushed the back door open and the clack of nails skidding over linoleum marked the entrance of her brother. The yelling persisted, but the little girl no longer worried.
"See! Told you it didn't matter anyway! Let's go get Chance. He always wants to play during their loud adult talks." The cat's eyes tried to remember the sparkle they once possessed before the glitter rubbed off. Grabbing the stuffed paw, the li
Staring out her window, she didn't dare guess, or think ahead. She waited for it to rain but the waiting hurt the most. Then the rain, as it came she knew nothing else. She hopped, lithe, from her window, limp, letting herself fall. The landing came abruptly, jarring her back into reality- what was left. She didn't bother with a coat nor the boots that the downpour called for. Chaari went out to meet the raindrops and she let herself wander.
Following the lead of the music in her head, her form nimbly danced the streets. The scrambled notes, random and scattered, were like her heart beat and its irregular murmur. She walked, never permitting
"Where were you last night?
Because I felt you in my bed
Before I turned around to check-
Before I came to my senses "
I closed the email abruptly. It was lengthy, poetic it was lovely. It was from a lover I hardly remembered.
Me? Where was I? Drunk. Drunk at a tattoo parlor with a few too many ideas about voodoo- too little knowledge about the occult- and much too much curiosity about magic. Even scrying was only a manipulation of household objects. But it, with the right recipe, is the ability to see, to use a crystal ball, mirror, flat surface of water... Any tool you can use, you have the capability to watch to
Deeply inked hands
will tell the story
lonely loving artists will understand
but writers wont remember
well enough to tell the tale
as the painter will have
too abstract visions
to depict this twisted history
leave it to the photographer
at least he has his
negatives and chemicals
Peoria swells with angst of teens
Who talk to ghosts, carrying
Souls in rocks and an old
Worn necklace. At the diner
Where they once talked
Sex, they now discuss demons
And talking boards over goosebump arms
Despite the cups of coffee.
Through the cloud of cigarette smoke
Conversation continues.
Beer bong later that night
But his arm is missing all the more blood
Boredom returns all the same
Others' eyes ignore the inexplicable
Friends play drinking games
They don't know who they are talking to
Secrets are shared
We talk of the dead as though they are with us
Sleep creeps in and friends
O
In which Eliot gets a say. by ParadoxBurn, literature
Literature
In which Eliot gets a say.
Where were you last night
while I was falling- I wont say
In love. But for you I was falling
I understand these midnight
wanderings of yours
as much as you understand
this concept of affection.
but yet you leave
and return to me
As I wait in your apartment
I feel Shakespearean
I am the male dressed in tights
in my youth and naivete
I have been given
the role of female
though my body betrays me, portrays me
as the male I am- or was before you.
Where were you last night?
Your other lover called
that slender pretty blond wisp of a girl
and who are you to play us both
though she no barbie
and I am no ken
But then- simple
With the criteria being met, the woman was clearly mad.
There were haikus written about playing in traffic,
sonnets to silhouettes and cigarettes,
and bottles all over the apartment.
They had her diagnosed within moments-
borderline personality probably.
Now all they had to do was find her.
Two pills later
a new unit of measuring just how close death could get-
and the neon lights were melting into her and
clicking against her ribs.
Must have been quality stuff,
because just as a synesthetic the
sounds around her became her pulse
as the flow of her blood shivered beneath her skin
where the words she heard b
when my world was a forest
and I lived in a stream
crab-apples were landmarks
and I explored beneath the trees
I knew all the deer trails
and where the pasture ended
I even knew the train tracks
though they were long abandon
I dreamed a life beneath the tree
whose fingertips touched its roots
I jumped from bank to bank
and knew the river well
but winter always came
and cows took back their home
I stood behind the electric fence
and waited for winters release
for my stream to thaw and life to begin
back when my world was a forest
Untiled- For Kevin Carter by ParadoxBurn, literature
Literature
Untiled- For Kevin Carter
a stop
a pause
a break of heart
I could not
would not
believe my eyes
his face
a poem in itself
shone through my
dusty computer screen
his smile- bright
shining as only
a life taken
too soon can
and I pleaded
-to your pixel perfect face
monochrome catching
every shadow in your eyes
though your smile is wide-
Dig me out
though your life
is now long past
i'm an echo of you
on this quest:
regaining purity lost
and i find myself tracing
footsteps into your grave
The stuffed cat did its best to hug back while the little girl held fought against her rising tears. "It's okay, Lovelace. They can't fight long." The child said, attempting to reassure her stuffed toy. Soon, the sound of dog's paws pushed the back door open and the clack of nails skidding over linoleum marked the entrance of her brother. The yelling persisted, but the little girl no longer worried.
"See! Told you it didn't matter anyway! Let's go get Chance. He always wants to play during their loud adult talks." The cat's eyes tried to remember the sparkle they once possessed before the glitter rubbed off. Grabbing the stuffed paw, the li
Staring out her window, she didn't dare guess, or think ahead. She waited for it to rain but the waiting hurt the most. Then the rain, as it came she knew nothing else. She hopped, lithe, from her window, limp, letting herself fall. The landing came abruptly, jarring her back into reality- what was left. She didn't bother with a coat nor the boots that the downpour called for. Chaari went out to meet the raindrops and she let herself wander.
Following the lead of the music in her head, her form nimbly danced the streets. The scrambled notes, random and scattered, were like her heart beat and its irregular murmur. She walked, never permitting
"Where were you last night?
Because I felt you in my bed
Before I turned around to check-
Before I came to my senses "
I closed the email abruptly. It was lengthy, poetic it was lovely. It was from a lover I hardly remembered.
Me? Where was I? Drunk. Drunk at a tattoo parlor with a few too many ideas about voodoo- too little knowledge about the occult- and much too much curiosity about magic. Even scrying was only a manipulation of household objects. But it, with the right recipe, is the ability to see, to use a crystal ball, mirror, flat surface of water... Any tool you can use, you have the capability to watch to